On one level, it is an ordinary week. I get up, I have breakfast, I take the dog for a walk. I go to church, and write a lot of sermons and plan a lot of worship, more worship than for an ordinary week. The worship also takes a fair amount more choreography than ordinary worship. So, it's not an ordinary week.
But I'll be honest. In some ways, it does feel like an ordinary week. I know this is Holy Week, which will be busy, and will be consumed with remembering and worshipping and singing and praying. The part of me which would have made a good nun would like to think of this week with more intentional and disciplined times to stop and think about the week, and all that happened, how Jesus is getting near the cross.
What did he do today, I wonder? It is Wednesday in Holy Week. Tomorrow evening he will be celebrating the Passover with his disciples, one of whom will betray him. Finally he will be alone. But what did he do today, Wednesday in Holy Week?
He is in Jerusalem with his disciples, getting ready, I suppose. He is telling those parables, the ones that make people follow him, or stop following him, the ones that make some people hungry and other people angry. He is healing people, and getting ready for the Passover.
It is Holy Week. And it is an ordinary week. I need to clean the house, because we are having company for Easter. But really, it is an ordinary week (and the house will not be clean enough by Easter either, but will still look like our house).
Somehow, for a flash and a moment I realize that the task is not to make this week special, not to wonder what Jesus was doing today and pay better attention and pray more, but it is to know that these ordinary moments are holy, that talking to the clerk at the grocery store is holy, that sweeping the floor and dragging the trash cans back from the street is holy, that doing my mother-in-law's laundry is holy.
God is in it, all of life. In the flesh.
And it matters, every single bit of it.
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